Things Tyler Has Done To Make Me Question His Sexuality:
Want a bunny tattoo
Post links of penises
Have his leg licked by Thomas
Wear a dress
Sing barbie girl (on pearly)
Wear a sweater vest
Sing Justin Bieber
Use the word swag
Type this comment to Brynn: Hi. I'm gay, think you can convert me?
Pink nail polish.... Thats all i'm gonna say.
Have his hair curled
Have Thomas bite his ear.
Sometimes thinking is good. Most of the time its bad. It makes you technical and points out flaws. Sometimes you just want to stop thinking. Stop words and non believers. Just stop everything and fade into the music. Fade into nothing. Nobody believes you or hears you. Its not the end. Its the beginning. People think in black and white, things turning into grey if they think it too long. They never actually live. I prefer to think like watercolor. It never turns grey. It can sink in though. And thats worse than thoughts themselves. Because you know you're never truly happy. You never trust anyone or feel anything that won't sink like stones. You can be logical and see the white. You can be creative and see the black. But if its set in stone, or clay its never fully right. You'll never actually feel. If its set in paper it can be ripped apart with the touch of a hand. Shattered because you're spread thinner than glass. Or you fade into nothing. Like watercolor. Even if you don't run, or bleed, or sink in, you can fade. And then you don't know what to do. You don't see or feel anything and you're barely even there.
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